Jan 13 2009 Paisley Daily Express
Dear Magenta
MY friend J was found dead in October and no-one knows the real cause of death. I know he would not have taken his own life, he had too much going for him.
Please can you try to get a message for me? I just don’t feel he would have taken his life, I know he would have called me if he had a problem. It is recorded as an accidental death but these rumours are still doing the rounds and it makes me so mad and upset.
I hope you can help me.
Frances
Dear Frances
J CAME through loud and clear to me, and I hope the following makes sense to you.
He talks of having a heavy cold which was making him miserable, and a lot of pain in his back following a fall some months prior to his passing. This in turn was causing him to have problems sleeping. On the night in question he tells me he had a few drinks but was sober, he accidentally seems to have taken too many painkillers and sleep medication mixed with cold remedies. It was not, he stresses, deliberate in any way – no-one was more surprised than he when he found himself on the other side with his father and grandmother. He stresses he did not take his own life, it was an accident.
I am to tell you to give mum a message from him thanking her for the crucifix and photograph she put in the coffin with him, he keeps it dear to his heart and needs her to know he is at peace.
I am to give you the word Canada – he says you will understand.
He loves you and is with you always.
Magenta